black bird

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise


Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
all your life
you were only waiting for this moment to be free


Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.


Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.


Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise


-the beatles-



pertama kali denger ni lagu , gw denger dari cameron, salah satu kontestan di glee project yang minggu ini tersisih..
rasanya gimana gitu dengerin ni lagu, masuk banget di hati.
rasanya kaya keputus asaan yang dalem banget. 
bener ngga? CMIIW deh...


anyway malem ini tetep galau seperti pada malam2 biasanya...


gw udah gak pernah lagi kontak tyas...
tweet dari dy terakhir adalah

"kalo udah ya udah"




sigh...

napas ini rasanya berat banget,


besok 5 september.

hari dimana gw ma dia pertama kali jadian.
hari yang sebelumnya  dijadikan semangat untuk masing2 buat ngejaga hubungan agar tetep utuh.
dan ternyata gagal , :')
kayaknya aku sendiri juga penggagalnya...


hope you'll always be happy ya yas..
makasih buat hampir tiga taun ini...
makasih...


jagain pindang baik2 yah... :')




semoga kamu bisa terbang lagi, terbang bebas, cari orang yang cocok untuk berlabuh di hatimu,

dont be a black bird
cause you have beautifull wings, that always can make you fly away everywhere you want...
that always can find a new heart...
who's really love to you...
who's better than me...
who's always make you smile.. :')

not like me..

:(




mulai besok...gw harus bisa lupakan kamu..
ngga ganggu km lagi...
biar ngga bikin kamu sakit lagi...